Monday, June 07, 2010

My dream OJT sites

 Starting June 15, 2010, my one year and half countdown to internship will start. That is exactly 548 days. It may seem large in figures but I can feel its coming very soon. As early as now, I feel nervous and excited at the same time. I want to expand my horizons, learn more about communicating with other cultures and be able to step out of my comfort zone.

My first choice of venue for OJT is abroad. Because I believe that my knowledge and skills will be more utilized and enhanced abroad for my future use in my hometown, Philippines. Hotels abroad should accept me because I am loyal, hardworking and has passion in learning new things and ideas. I can showcase their mission and vision for we are on the track for the passion for rendering service. I am also very attentive to details. Singapore, America and Australia are my prospect countries. If even given a bigger chance I would love to go to Kuwait.

My second choice would be in a cruise line. That would be so much fun because I love water and I will be rendering service above water. The sad part here is that I cannot go home anytime I want to, coz I Dont think I can swim my way back to Philippines alone. Unlike abroad, I can just buy myself a ticket and go home.

My third choice, will be ofcourse here in the Philippines. I will start all my dreams here, I would like to experience working in Starbucks or any coffee shop, this will be a training in beverage skills esp. coffee. Another is working in a restaurant and in a big food production like catering or buffet restaurants. I would like to learn the art of cooking lots of food in just one day.

Today,  I imagine myself in all these dreams. I pray to achieve them all. However, i cannot have it all. I still have to work on my attitude and knowing myself more to learn more about myself. I know I am trying but I dont know if I did well so far ever since I started thinking about it. ONly you guys will know.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

My 2-year-plan two finish college is coming soon

Last year I transferred to my new school. In this school I plan to graduate in two years with flying colors because I will be focused and will be showing off my skills and knowledge to the people. I also plan to learn to follow rules and regulations. I also would like to learn the process of how to be more tactful and be less of bitch.

My 1st semester experience last November to March was great. Because my grades where amazingly higher than ever. I never got those high grades when I was in my previous school. Maybe because of the lack of focus and drive. Moving on, I was very happy with how it all went so well.

That 1st semester was like my trial testing on how I would be able to be in the next two years. I must say, I was a nerd and a loner most of the time but i don't care. I loved the feeling of getting the right benefits for giving my 100 percent in what I love doing.

Bad Karma

Yesterday is my brother's 17th birthday so I was asked to do some shopping and cooking for him. MY sister handed me the money for this whole celebration and put it in my pocket. However, I have to visit my school first to check on my grades for summer classes and get my assessment form if possible. After doing school stuffs under the high heat of the sun I decided to stop by the grocery to buy some goods for the cooking that I need. Apparently, when I was about to pay already the money was no longer in my pocket. Bad Karma.

Shame on me! Flat on my face. I'm glad to accept my bad karma sooner that I expected. I deserve it. After all the drama I made with a small amount of cash with my mom. Thinking about it, its like a bad karma both on me and my brother for being such an ass most of the time. Though we know what good are bad are, we still make wring actions that hurts mom a lot.

Hate myself for being a brat and assuming that I am always the boss. Sometimes I just don't notice it. Anyways, I don't have to say more about it.

I guess I just have to learn how to control myself. Achieving a better attitude would be an accomplishment. But it also takes a lot of practice and patience. So good luck to me.

Thursday, May 13, 2010

We can never please everybody

Whatever they think about you just express your thoughts in every way you can. You maybe discreet or maybe not. Just be yourself. If you are confused just say it. Ask questions. If you think you did something wrong, admit it to yourself. If you have offended people of your thoughts, apologize to them but you don't need to take back what offended them. You can never take it back nor bring it up again in the future.
There is a saying: yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift. That is why it is called the "present."   -Oogway, Kung Fu Panda
I'm sorry.
Love you.

May update

May To Do List:
  1. Claim Bell's Baptismal Certificate
  2. Check out schools around Dalaya for Bell
  3. Verify membership and apply for an SS ID
  4. Upadate Philhealth Member Record
  5. Get a Student Driver's License
  6. Visit Divisoria
  7. Lose weight
  8. Get an eyeglass
  9. Visit a dentist
4 more weeks of vacation before June 14 wherein school starts again :)

About my SS Digitized ID Card, I went to SSS Cubao Branch along EDSA earlier this morning to applt for the new SS ID and the clerk gave me a referral letter to Diliman Branch. I was both happy and sad- happy because I am finally qualified to a new ID and sad because I still have to go to Diliman to actually apply for the new SSS ID. I dont know how to go there by commute so good luck to me.

About my Philhealth Record, I need Kuya Mariel to do this for me. Kaso lang hindi ko alam kung pumapasok p ba sya tlga regularly. I have to check my membership record kung nklagay ba tlga o hindi na may anak n ako. aun lang.

Reality check

I grew up being provided with all the necessary basic needs provided by a one parent only, my mom. I have to say that she really does a great job in her career that is why she was able to provide for the three of us. She was able to do it alone for 15 years now.

My elementary days was quite boring because I don't have much friends then. I also had a very bad experience when I was in grade 3. Until I reached 6th grade, I become the friend of everybody. I became a rebel, a black sheep and very stubborn eldest daughter. I was like almost a tomboy because I was one of the boys and I wear loose clothes all the time because I'm a fatty girl who doesnt know how to wear clothes properly, I don't know why. And then highschool came, more friends and more teen issues.

I cannot blame my mom to be a very hardworking and workaholic. AS we grow, our financial needs increases also. My siblings and I basically grew with our maids at home. All my life, my guardian at home and my mentor was our helper. My mom was always busy so she can provide us will all our daily needs like food, shelter and school stuffs. Thanks! However, we at home are actually experiencing a bad start in life.

I can remember that our helpers were pulling each others hair, shouting and slapping each others face. No one supervises us when we were watching televsion. Our helper brings her friends and boyfriends at home. I also caught our maid sneaking out at night while mom is not yet home and we are 'sleeping'. One of our maids also tauught me to lie to my mom, not to tell mother that our helper was making lakwatsa instead of keeping the house clean. One of our maids also spanks and scolds us very much how I do it with my daughter today. I tried to make sumbong kay mom pero hindi niya naman ako pinansin. Kinampihan pa yung bossy maid at ako pa ang napahiya. All these are my first lessons in life so it stucked in my mind and I think i did it all as well. I quarrel with my brother all the time. I became bossy and spank my siblings if they don't follow my orders.

My siblings and I were practically  living our lives alone during those 'formative years' of our lives. I cannot blame anybody of who I am right now but I would like to apologize to my younger brother. I can see that he learned from me when I was in highschool and I dont think I was a very good example to him.To my younger sister, naawa ako sayo because until now, hindi ma-imagine kung ano ba tlgang gusto mo sa life, you maybe the most goody-good in everybody's eyes among the three of us but what else? To my dad, I still want to have you in my life, I still want to experience the feeling of having a dad. All I remember about you was that you always talk to me and check on me about what I think and how I feel but that was when I was still on my diapers until I reached Grade 1 and then you were gone. To my mom, I cannot blame you for being away from us most of the time. I praise you for your hardwork all these years just to provide for us. We couldnt have what we have right now if not because of all your dedication to your work.

However, every decision we make has a consequence. Whether its good or bad. Think about it.

All these years, whatever I am right now, its not because I purposefully did it all to myself. Nobody does bad things to himself on purpose. Everything has a reason. Try thinking again and look at the other side of the picture. As of the moment, I can say that I just learned all the ways of life alone and the hard way. I am actually thanking Him for making me experience it all, because though I was alone and  still alone understanding life I am now on the way of knowing myself and looking for the right people to mingle with that would lead me to my dreams and goals in life.

I really screwed up - BIG TIME at some point but look now, I'm still learning and will never be perfect too. I can say that there is nothing we can all do about what is wrong with any of us today. we just have to learn how to make it right and that is by: first, knowing what is wrong with you. second, learn how to make it right. third, if it doesnt work just keep on reminding yourself. paulit-ulit lang. If you think you really cannot change what is wrong with you then don't. Just remind yourself about it.

Anger is really an enemy

I admit that I am really scary when I get angry. Thinking about what I have done the moment I was angry makes me scared of myself  too. That is how scary I am.

Now that I am 21, I thought maybe I should learn how to tame myself just like how you control yourself with drinking alcoholic beverages not to get very much tipsy or worst get drunk. As of now, I must say I didn't improve on controlling my temper and anger. I don't know why but now, I can certainly identify what makes me angry or not.

Some people may understand me and some may not, but I don't care anymore. Nobody really tried to understand me why I am like this today. I don't want to blame things on others. Its just the way it is.

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

I Bought IT 'Coz I Thought You Will Pay Me Later

around 2 pm we went to Los Banos, Laguna so that my mom could vote. After checking her name on the list, it says her account was deactivated. It means she cannot vote. She tried to go to COMELEC to be able to vote but apparentlky, activation of accounts will resume on July of 2010.

Due to the unsuccessful voting of mommy, we decided to go around and visit our house when we were still living in eLBi. It looks so old and haunted after 5 years. We even met our landlord's daughter and son, Jewelyn and Jay-R. Jewelyn now has a 3-year-old boy named Neil.

After visiting our old barangay we headed to UPLB but before that we made a quick stop at Mer-nel's to but some chocolate cake for Bell. However, they were not selling by slices anymore so i bought the whole chocolate cake worth Php140.00. I bought it because I thought everybody would benefit from my money that my mom told me to bring before leaving Cubao.

In UPLB, we viisted CSI our school during elementary and high school days. It has a lot of improvements and I kind of missed being in eLBi. The people was so nice and it feels very cozy.


When we got home, I asked mom if she will pay and she said no, I got mad because that was my last money. She got mad because she never taught I would be so mad at her with a small amount of money. My point here is that, I am trying to save for Bell though I know I really cannot fulfill all her school fees from saving the money that she is giving me.

She also complained that if she needs us in the future she concluded that I will not offer her a single penny. All I can say is, I am now focused on finishing my studies and after be able to support Bell on my own ways so, if she wants my support right away in terms of financial matters, I would say "I dont think so".

No I cannot support you right away with money because I now I have a child who is under my custody.

I am sorry to disappoint you but I think this is what I learned from you being a workaholic.Though you are always the boss in your work area. You are still not an excellent mom because if you are i should have graduated already last March 2009.

I am not looking for kakampi. I am just trying to make myself clear here.

Friday, May 07, 2010

Laptops for SALE!!!

I am selling these laptops:

Because I'm still studying.

Because I'm still studying, the fact that Bell needs to go to school whether I'm done with college or not still exists,   Bell is still my responsibility not my mom's. My problem now is where to get Bell's school fees.

I have to enroll her to a very good school that will make her ready for UPIS next school year. I'm keeping my fingers crossed until she gets into that school. In preparation for my dream school for Bell, I have to enroll her this school year 2010-2011 to a school near our house that is worthy of her time and skills.

Apparently, my mom is already crawling her way to finance me and my two siblings to finish school and I don't think she can still afford to shoulder Bell's needs as well. All our utility bills are soaring high but her wage is not.

I am so praying to God to help me with this thing. I don't know what to do or where to get Bell's needs but I have to work on something. I am now desperately seeking sponsorship for Bell's school fees. My baby is smart for her age and I don't want to waste that. I know any mom would do anything for her child, and I will too but what can I do. I cant push myself to work on something else that I know I have a very limited time only. I also have my own school dilemma going on too so I don't know. I really don't know.

Lord Jesus, please help us. I am seeking your grace to please help us get through this. Amen.

Wednesday, May 05, 2010

Stella Maris College

One of my things to do this May is to check out the schools around Dalaya for Bell. I am very excited to see my prospect school:
  1. JCSGO Christian Academy
  2. Stella Maris College
  3. Blueridge
  4. Roosvelt
This morning, I went to this school -
Stella Maris College which is a private, Catholic, learning institution run by the Franciscan Missionaries of Mary. It is located in Cubao, Quezon City, Philippines. Established in 1955, it was once a school for girls but now accepts boys in its grade school and high school department.

Because I know that this school was established a long ago, i assume that the teachings here and the environment is very friendly and accommodating to parents who would like to inquire or just check out the school.

However, I was very dismayed to what I experienced sa kanilang lady guard na mukhang boy. I asked the tomboy guard kung san pwedng mg-inquire and she said,I have to bring the requirements needed for enrollment bago mg inqiure. So, Nabadtrip na naman ako, kasi kaya nga ako nagpunta para mg inquire hindi mag enroll! Ayaw ko nmn maging bastos ulit kaya s kanya nalng ako nagtanong dahil ayaw ong masayang ang punta ko. Then after a whille umalis na din ako ng walang napala.

AS i was walking away from the school, naisip ko na sayang lng tlga ung punta ko at hindi nmn ung guard ung ipinunta ko dun. So bumalik ako at humingi ng mga papers na I can read on pag uwi ko. pero ubos n daw. Pati listahan ng tuiton naubos na. tlgang nagalit n naman ang laman laman ko. Nghintay pa ako ng matgal para lng sa wala. Isa p nmn un sa mmga pinaka-ayaw ko.
This time, umalis na talaga ako but befoe I made my exit, tinanong ko muna ung name ng tomboy guard. sabi nya, "veronica"...

kakaloka siya, ang ganda p nmn ng name niya. Pinainit niya lang ang ulo. After i made my exit tumwag ako sa telephone number na nkita sa table ng guard. Sinumbong ko sya dun sa Ms. MEl na nakausap ko.

Super turn-off. Ayaw papasukin ang mga magulang n mgiinquire. Dalhan ko sila ng bomba! nakakabwisit. Hay naku, tintest nnmn ang patience ko. Kainis. Napaiyak pa ako sa galit kanina sa phone habnag kausap ko ung Ms. MEl.

To you ms. VEronica ng Stella Maris, Ayusin mo trabaho mo! Hindi ka lng bsta guard dyan! Ikaw ang unang tingin sa skul na binabantayan mo! Ganache ka!

May 9, 2010 is Mother's Day

I saw an ad about MOther's Day sa Manila Bulletin last Sunday, April 25, 2010. It was a contest in honor of our beloved mother for the coming MOther's Day. The first one was "Looking like MOm" and the other is "Wonder Wo-MOm".

I wanted to join so I checked on some of my recent pictures with Bell that I think we look a like. I even made a poll question sa Facebook, asking if magkamukha ba tlga kmi ni Bell. THe result says 100 percent yes so, it kind of encouraged me more to join. THey will be choosing 3 winners and the pictures will be published on May 9, 2010 sa Manila BUIlletin. The winning entries will also receive a Mothers day package.

On the other hand, the 2nd contest was about why do you think you have a wonder wo-mom. The entry sender should be one of the children of the mother. You have to send an essay explaining why you have a wonder wo-mom and attach a picture of your mom as well. I know for myself that I am not so good on writing so I assigned my sister to make the essay entry and I will put her name as the entry sender. They will choose only one winner for this and will get a mothers day package as a prize.

Deadline for submission of entries is on May 6, 2010 at 5pm.

I have selected the pictures that I will send the day after I read the article. My sister who is assigned to do the 100 word essay finished it just yesterday, May 4, 2010. It was a long wait for me but I kept on reminding her about that. I wanted to win kasi para gift nmin un kay mom. But when I was at the POst office, sabi after two days pa mkkkarating ung mail nmin dun kahit na sa Intramuros lng naman ung destination. So May 7 na un.

Naubos bigla ung energy ko sa sinabi ni ate sa Psot Office but still i mailed it, kasi natatakan na daw. I paid the mail and walked home na lang. Sobrang nkakalungkot ung sinabi ni Ate.

If only my damn super relaxed sister finished it on time, hindi siguro nasyang ang effort ko! pinaframe ko nlng sna ung mg pictures n pinadala ko.

Super nkakainis. Hay naku. Kahit anong sbhin ko nmn sa kanya napakabagal nya tlga kumilos at hindi nya alam ung word na 'deadline' at 'hurry'.

I just wish madiscover n nya nag gusto nya tlgang mangyari sa kanya. Dahil sa lhat n lng ng bagay wala syang care, at nkakaperwisyo na sya.

Damn it. galit na galit tlga ako.

HAppy MOther's Day to me and to mom!

Tuesday, May 04, 2010

Upadates on Things to Do

I have 2 things to add:
  1. Get an eyeglass
  2. Visit a dentist
There. My grade daw ung eyes ko and the optometrist, i assume, sais that my lenses should be multicoated. Though i am not sure what it means, I was kind of both excited and nervous for the fact that I have to wear eyeglasses nah. I dont know if I will be able to practice wearing it regularly but I know I should. I was also shocked at the prices of the eyeglasses that I tried on. Price ranges from 5k and up excluding the lenses. I dont know why it costs too much just for a thing to put on your in front of your face. Some people may actually just wear them as part of fashion but some also wears them as a necessity and makes them part of their daily wardrobe basics.

So, since it will be my first time, I think I will be wearing them as both necessity and fashion accessory that is why I have to choose very wisely and nicely on my looks and face.

I have three options of frames that really looks good on my face. My only problem is that I dont know what to choose because I can only buy one for myself (I am not a rich kid who can have everything I want to). My options were:
  1. Max Studio Whhite rimmed with color black
  2. Pepe Jeans Black and Pink with etch on the side
  3. Lulu Guinness horn rimmed glasses na black, parang cats eye look
wala lang akong pictures.

About my teeth, my mom said they are now impacted. Whatever it is, I just dont like it. I dont like my teeth scattered around inside my mouth. medyo nkakabawas sa self esteem. Kaya dun sa mga taong nahihioya sa teeth nila, I feel for you guys..hehe

Monday, May 03, 2010

One of my habits is making a list. Lagi kasi akong nakakalimot. Kaya sinusulat ko lahat.

So for this month of May. These are my things to do:
  1. Verify membership and apply for an SS ID
  2. Claim Bell's Baptismal Certificate
  3. Check out schools around Dalaya for Bell
  4. Visit Divisoria
  5. Upadate Philhealth Member Record
  6. Get a Student Driver's License
  7. Lose weight
ayan. dapat mgawa ko yan lhat this month.

good luck to me.

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

MotherLy KiSs
Personalized Glitter Graphics


this picture was taken December 2007 at nica's place.
its been 6 months. haha.

still no maid. pero ngaun i made a choice. i told mom my plans dis year.
PLAN A - to enroll this sem and be an irregular HRM loser student.
PLAN B - I will not enroll dis sem only and be back to school by 2nd sem to enroll all my back subjects so dat i'll be a regular 3rd yr student again.


guess what she preferred me to do..PLAN B. it was a shock to me that she chose that. i mean, i know that i was the one who planned it, maybe i just wasnt prepared mentally about it. Its a big sacrifice again. I'll be one yr behind again. 2 batches will be graduating agin ahead of me. damn.

On the Bright side. i was able to help mom to save. more time to bell. more time to think about things. i can concentrate on myself.

On the Dark Side. i'm suppose to be gaduaing this school year. bell shud be in school next yr, wen i'm 3rd yr college and were the hell will get the means for that. i'm gaining a lot of weight here at home.

GrrRrr. bkit kc d p kmi mgkaron ng maid. hindi aq mkagalaw. i feel stuck.

Saturday, December 01, 2007

no maid drama

kpagod. haggradness.. pti s pgpsok tintamtad aq. ayaw qng mgreklamo kc i cant focus on my studies. nauubos oras ko plagi kay bell khit nkktanggal ng stres kso i also have responsibilities skul which is hndi ko maxado nggawa n xang ngpapasad skin. aun lng. i dont know how to resolve dis. but i hope for some help and support so dont i wont feel sad and down.

ayaw kong malau kay bell and i also dont want to stop my schooling.

anybody, please help.

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

OCTOBER. i want it over.

OCTOBERFEST.

its mid of october already. Sembreak is ON and DEADLINES are OFF! wo0ho0.

everybody is drinking 'til drunk.

but not for me.

just before my finals started, evrything turned into not-supposed-to-be. my bo0 was shocked with what she knew about me which made her change her mind like a snap. our maid na npkatanga ay lumayas. my bro whose already a drop out and is always nowhere to be found.

all these are up on my mind bugging me the week before my finals which made me out of focus on lots of things and resulted to a 'bahala na' decision making evryday. i dont know what to prioritize. But thank God. finals is over even if i know that it was just a mess for me! i answered them all like i just dont care anymore and puro hula mga sagot ko. sa true or false, i answered dem all TRUE. sa mltiple choice nmn, khit anong letter nlng bsta may sagot. haha. i know its not good. pero u can't blame me, i was out of focus and cant help my mind to go back on track. all the crisis at home are up to me plus my own dilemma equals stupid me!

about my dilemma.. i still cant think coz i dont know what to think about it. no peace of mind. so i just act like i dont care but deep inside i always think of her even if i know she's not feeling the same way that i do. i just want to clear out things but then if time tells it shoudn't be then i dont have a choice. i believe in destiny and only God knows.

for u.. i know that u dont care anymore but still i just want to say this. i miss you and i love you. but if this love doesnt deserve you then i dont have a choice. u still dont know me yet and that little thing that you knew that hitted you so hard and made things change upside down is just a piece of whats the real me, so wat more if u'll knew the real me?!...dont you remember you told me u love me? or maybe u love only the things u see on me but not the things inside me?! i dont want you to go. i also dont want to ruin your band's faith and trust wd each other but i want you to think about u've sed ALREADY!

"Forgiveness is a promise, not a feeling"

When u forgive other pipol, u're making a promise not to use their past sin against them.

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

SINGLEhood.. pleasure!**

by: LYRA MURRO

TOO often people want what they want, or think they want at the moment, which is usually "happiness" right now. The irony of their impatience is that only by learning to wait, and by willingness to accept the bad with the good do we usually attain those things that are truly worthwhile. I have a blessing which is sometimes seen as a curse. I am blessed with the gift of being single.

For most of us single people it seems the world has already come up with its own set of expectations on how we should live life. The world expects us to finish school in our early twenties, get a job, find the love of our lives by the time we reach our mid-twenties, marry and have kids. But the thing is, not everyone sees their dreams come true in the same way.

For most of us, being single will be more of a phase than a final destination. This is the best place to practice the art of contentment. Someday, I'm sure most of us will fall in love and get married. But the thing is, love will always be tested. Someone more handsome, more charming, richer, funnier, sweeter would come along. If you have not practiced the art of contentment as a single person, chances are you would be tempted to want that and not cherish your chosen one.

Practicing the Art of Contentment as a single person means that you take what life gives you, good or bad, you're willing to see it through. It means you don't walk away every time things get tough because it builds in you patience, perseverance, understanding and a hundred different virtues that people in a hurry will never have. Being single means you would find how it feels to be alone thus, allowing you to cherish every moment you spend with your chosen one. The art of contentment means you wouldn't mind if life had to make you wait for so long to find the love of your life, because you know that the waiting would only make the finding much sweeter.

Being single is a time of your life when you can get to know yourself better. You can pursue different interests and passions without having to ask another person's approval. It is a phase when you can keep focus on other things, discover your potentials and talents, and see yourself become more than what you expect to be. Allow yourself to surprise you. Stop wasting precious energy trying to figure out why you're still romantically unattached. It's all in the mind. Take the time to go see your friends, spend time with your family, do charity work and you will realize that you are not, and never for one moment, was alone. Try to get to know yourself first before you try to get to know other people. To be truly loved means to be known and accepted for who you are. How do you expect other people to know you and to love you, when you don't know who and what you really are?

Sometimes the dilemmas we face are not between what is absolutely bad and absolutely good. Sometimes, it's between good and best. Treat this stage of your life as a phase to evaluate who is good for you and who is best for you. Sometimes, you won't hear music, or feel magic to know who's best for you. The heart just knows and it doesn't need any romantically charged scenario to decide on the matter.

Trust in your heart, and trust that time will eventually lead you to, not to the perfect partner, but to the most suitable partner for you. Being single is a phase of life that we need to be thankful for. Well, that was what the old school wanted us to believe in. Married life is a path most of us would take, however, it is not the only path there is. Relieve yourself of the pressure and stop making every single, straight guy friend a prospect. You have no business "entrapping" them and asking (which is more like "putting a gun in the head") them of their exclusive attention, if you're not ready for commitment yourself. Sometimes, when you spend too much time trying to find a boyfriend, you normally end up marrying the first loser who comes to your door. Take your time, the world will wait. Being married doesn't guarantee that it will make your life happy. It doesn't guarantee anything at all. Sometimes, it only brings two miserable people together only to make their life even more miserable. Without the right intention, the emotional maturity, financial security and of course, unwavering love, you're better off unattached.

Don't put your life on hold for Mr/Ms. Right but don't let it waste away with Mr./Ms Wrong. Life is about things that you do and happen to you everyday. It's not about the things that could have happened but never did, or things that you think would happen in the future. Live life now! Live it to the fullest and stop beating yourself up, trying to be perfect on a Saturday night date. Allow life to surprise you with it's most wonderful blessings.

Monday, October 15, 2007

antipolo escapade.

haha.

after all my kadramahan nagwa ko png takasan c norma at mgliwaliw wd my bebe n my sakit.

saturday afternoon around 2pm, ashley arrived at home. chill lng hanggang sa dumating n ung ryt time pra tumakas. haha.

so off we go to queen's place. chill agen for an hour den off to antipolo.

super ginaw. kaia aq ngksakit ngaun. so aun, pinatulog ko n ang bebe ko den todo kain n kmi after. haha. den konting beer. games. cards. laugh trip. swimming. tapos tulog na!

sunday na. ang aga nmin ngcing. kain agen tapos chill. super init kc tska antok p kming lhat. after lunch swimming n kmi while working on some drinks on the side! hahaha.

c bell nkijoin n din. swimming agad nung sunday den after ng sleep mna xa tapos swimming ulit ksma kming lhat n ngddrinks sa side. saya! tinapon ko xa sa pool pra mawla sipon nya to make her feel better. infarenss, effective! haha.. nasuka nya dn ung mga phlegm nya, which is good. so wen we got home na, she felt a lot better na.

thank God for that!

ate smyl. happy bday, super sya ng weekend. khit my konting sabit. ilorveu. pahugg!