Anger is really an enemy

I admit that I am really scary when I get angry. Thinking about what I have done the moment I was angry makes me scared of myself  too. That is how scary I am.

Now that I am 21, I thought maybe I should learn how to tame myself just like how you control yourself with drinking alcoholic beverages not to get very much tipsy or worst get drunk. As of now, I must say I didn't improve on controlling my temper and anger. I don't know why but now, I can certainly identify what makes me angry or not.

Some people may understand me and some may not, but I don't care anymore. Nobody really tried to understand me why I am like this today. I don't want to blame things on others. Its just the way it is.