We can never please everybody

Whatever they think about you just express your thoughts in every way you can. You maybe discreet or maybe not. Just be yourself. If you are confused just say it. Ask questions. If you think you did something wrong, admit it to yourself. If you have offended people of your thoughts, apologize to them but you don't need to take back what offended them. You can never take it back nor bring it up again in the future.

There is a saying: yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift. That is why it is called the "present."   -Oogway, Kung Fu Panda

I'm sorry.
Love you.