Crap. I’m here again with same thoughts in my mind. I can’t help it. I don’t know how to stop this thoughts passing by and reminds me of him and her new preggy bitchy girlfriend making me so bothered and jealous to think that a gossip came to me that she will get financial support from him in Dubai. DAMN! so unfair. and to ask, what's with her that i don't, i mean is their any??!! i think i deserve much of somthing like that than she does.

DAMN! i feel so desperate already on him! i can't take this anymore. i need something or maybe someone to take him out of my head and of my heart na rin(cge na i admit!). i can't live any longer being like this on him and her biatch. i still have many plans and things to clear up in my life to make my life easier in the future and he's not supposed to be included in it only me and my cutie baby. so please, somebody HELP! waaaaaaaaaa.