revenge?

i proved her that our friendship is more important even if know it was to0 late. but i did my best. i chose her from the other choice that i know will truly make me happy but i refused, just to show her that she's more valuable for me.

maybe, my best wasnt d best for her. i know for myself, i did a lot of shit on her! pero pinagsisihan q n un. dat's why i gave up my happines for her own happiness, that's how much i treasure her,, i hope she'll find d reality in all my sacrifices. i just don't know if she's seeing it or was just not able to see or was not interested to see.

a lie that she did for the 1st time to me really hitted me badly.

i dont know what to say or to react. i just thought that maybe she's trying to d same thing that i did her before na sobrang pngcchan ko p rn that's y m now suffering n still sacrificing.. or maybe der's another rison, i just dont know y she lied.

i have no problem weder where she likes to go with or without me, i just cant take the fact that she really lied!

i tried to ask her frankly, but i was scared.. scared of bka mgkagulo nnmn.

maybe this is just the right consequence for wat i did to her b4..but that's not her, n i know it!

m so confused, can't think of nything else but the issue.

mahal, do u have any problem wd me?! please, tell me.

ur bein' missed a lot!

m doin' best to not disappoint u, i dont know wat ur thinkin'.. i felt a gap between us since d text issue. please speak ur mind.

love u. take care.