weekly update

October 23, 2006

So0o0o many deadlines to government offices. Ive been scolded for many mistakes. I was super bored because i was thinking of my back-to-school things n issues. After loads of work at 6pm i was out. Prepared for Melai's debut at Kamias with my prety baby gurl. Her dada Gilbert n dada Gallo fetched us pra sabay n kmi to the venue. by 8pm we left n headed to the party with bell n her yaya ofcourse! Her ninangs were goin crazy because they didnt expect there inaanaksa debut. By 10pm bell was sleepy n pagod because of the crowd so i sort silently made an exit with my baby 'coz i have to bring them home na, pagod n din kc c yaya eh. nywyz, the ninongs n ninangs had fun nmn with my baby. after i brought them home we went back to the debut n finished the program by 12am.

October 24, 2006

This day was an official holiday because of Ramadan. Anyways, so because its a holiday,after the debut we went to Pier 1 at the Fort n drunk some beers until are tummies were full but not tipsy. by 245am we were finished drinking n smoking some we went home already n me i went with them to eLbi because a friend of mine had her birthday bash in pansol, laguna in a private resort der. so after evryone was on their homes already it was my turn to be dropped to my destination. and as we were looking for the place of the bash.. we were lost! until we've got no more choice but to call them n fetch me at the first block. haha. wen isaw the car that is supposed to fetch me i went off the car n made salubong them n didnt make any acquaintances to each other kc nkakahiya na.. den wen i said gudbye to my elbi friends i transfered to the other car n said i was with my friends choy den they all screamed at me dat why didnt i said it earlier so that they were able to know him!!! haha.. daming my crush sau choy!!!

So, at last i was at the venue of the bash already. i had no plans of sleeping so, me nina n d celebrant just sang our lungs out while playing tong-its till dawn. The sun has risen n they were all getting up. me, nina n ate fatz awas so sleepy but has nothing to do because poeple are making gulo!!! waaaa. We tried to sleep by 9am but then she n ches was trying to piss us off by turning the fun to no. 4!! the coldest!! nagulat ako sobra n so was nina n queen. so we walked out. we made a revenge by putting water on their faces while sleeping too!!! haha. super fun!!! until i got wet too! so i had no choice but to swim . by 1pm i got out of the pool to prepare myslef for lunch. 3pm was packing time den 4pm was the time to go back to manila!!!

October 25, 2006

Work again. but still restless by yesterdays fun! hahaha!!! made undertime for my 4pm's cutiliion practice for queen's debut next yr.

October 26, 2006

wwwwwwwork.
ressssssssssst.
sllllllleeeeeeeeeeeeeeppppppppppppppppppppppp.

October 27, 2006

I made absent from work because i had to do some things regarding my readmission ek-ek to uste!uhmmm.. crinkles a friend of bell's ninangs voluntered to be babysitter for that day so dinala ko c bell sa uste for him because he also wants to see my baby as well. after i finished my business with uste we went to usth for bells check-up. bell has sipon n ubo n prang my phlegm n its relly bothering me,'coz dis is her 1st time. After the chek-up , the feeling daddy left us for some reason so me n queen was left with bell . we went to megamall after he left n ate lunch while bell was sleeping. after lunch we looked for a gift for faith for ehr debut tomorrow. den we went to starbucks n hanged out for a while. den off to queen's place to rest n hang out for a while to until the sunsets. went home aroung 930pm n arrived home at 10pm.

October 28, 2006

super tired! slept a lot!

lazy me!

tinatamad n ako sa office n i dont know y. maybe because der is no more challenge for me working here in an accounting firm. haay, i liked this before so much but now it seems like im bored everyday of my life here inside the office!

Anyway, maybe because of my salary dat is not fittiny budget anymore.ESp, now dat m only weeks away from being a college student agen.

if i can just choose d work n salary i want den i will be having no problems no more.

making my life more miserable

she got mad at me because i dont want to be scolded anymore.and who wants to be scolded kung pauli-ulit nmn ang sinasabi. anyway, because she is super mad at me, she assumed that im super salbahi at wala ng pag asang mgbago pa at hindi ako nkakatulong at pinagbintangan p akong mgnanakaw. i dont know where all these cam from. and i think by tomorrow we dont have a maid anymore because she will bring our helper together with her. she wants me to make my life more miserable and i think she dont want me to get up from my mistakes ive done in life. i dont want to say this but i think her way of thinking is so squarish. i undrstand her way of living in life because she is from d province at ganun tlga. i just dont know wat to do anymore. if she is testing my temper well then i think she got wat she wanted to see in me. i cannot blame myself of bursting out dhil matagal n akong mgttanim ng mga lungkot at msasamang salitang binabato skin sa loob ko! i dont have an outlet here. if only i live in fantasies then i can just disappear if i want to then all this ugly feelings will be gone too.

HELL WEEK!

its a hell week for others because of loads of exams. but for me, its a hell week because of my 'sirang plakang' lola. Ever since mom left to India she did nothing but scold me and make sermons about what i did to myself and tells me of all the things that will happen to me in the future. She told me that i dont have anyhope of changing myself and this life i have right now is the end of evrything. Its so sad to hear for me becuae thats is not my pint of view. Thats not my pint of view in life and she just keeps on pushing me down, getting me in the nerves and makes me depressed and annoyed at her. I dont want to withdraw my respect from her but everytiome i go down stairs and see her she just starta all over again and says things that is not good for me. I know myself and I admit that im emotionally weak. I dont know why im like this but in some ways i know my grandma just wants me to face the raelity that made. Kung ako lng, alm ko nmn un eh, and im not forgetting all the mistakes and sins ive done. I also know for myslef that i am burden. I just dont know why is she so mad and make things look like a 'from d barrio' na story, n once u get pregnant at an early age it means u ended ur happy n succesful dreams. Hay nku, Putangina!!! di ko mapigilan! naiinis lng ako.. sumasakitn rin ang ulo ko i just thank gof that this week is almost ove.. isang tulog n lng.. and everything will be ok..

running nose ALERT.

my baby has sipon! waaaa.

wish ko lng sana wg matuloy sa fever. my gadddd.

akala ko hatsing lng ung khapon..sipon n pla!

d aq mpakale, we'll just go to the doctor today when she wakes up.

Huhuhu. Pray for my baby guys. Im super worried already.

JOELLE LIBROJO!!!

as i was blog hopping i tried viewing joelle's site hoping that there will be a new post and to my surpirise she posted last September 24, 2006 p pla.. i think she is so stuck n bored on where ever she is.. weshufermishunah.. here's what she posted:

domingo, septiembre 24, 2006

LONDON
bridge is falling down

howcome everytime you come around my london london bridge wanna go down
like....OH YEAH, FINALLY, A WAY TO ESCAPE EVERYTHING!!7 more days...HERE I
COME!!!!

songstuckinhead:nothing in this world - paris hilton

joey, THE MONSTAR was here @ 9/24/2006
03:15:00 PM

joey, if ur reading dis..pramdam k nmn oh.. if ever ur in manila, inform whoever sa sg pra mlamn nmn nmin if ur ok.. we truly mis u na.. hope ur doin fine. mua.

Demote?

What is demote? I just heard recently from my boss. She said one of our clients' manager was demoted as a call center agent.

I guess, demote is the opposite of promote, ayt?! Watever! bsta ngaun ko lng narinig n meron p lng ganung moments n ngyayri sa isang company. gAdDdd..

Debut Parties

I love parties especially debut parties. Every debut is different from the other and is full of memories to reminisce. Truly dramatic but very touching. You'll never forget the times of fun and cries and silly moments you've been to together. And ofcourse, i cant resist the moment of choosing and thinking of what clothes to wear depending on the theme.. HAha..

That's why Im so excited on my first cutillion ever. Queen invited me to be join her cutillion on her debut next year, she doesn't know that her mom already invited me first. hehe. I thought she will forget about it but I guess not. Waaaa. I did not watched my diet these past few months. gaDd i'm bigger than what i am before!!! I cant be like this on her debut, it would be very awkward for me to move cause i dont know anyone there but the debutant and her family only!!..

I can do this!!papapayat ako!!! KAYA KO TOH!

Random cuteness

i just cant think of anything to do kaya i came up with this. cute dba?! Nweiz, to make it more cute I'll share you the story behind every pic.

(left to right, top to bottom)
1. Big eyed looking gulat pic was taken when she was 2 months old. We were enjoying the real digi cam of my mom's friend kc we are suppose to return it agad. We take our pics ksi sa phone camera lng.
2. Super jolly laughing looking baby. Actually, i forgot why she was so giggling her lungs out. bsta this moment was one of her first real laughs.
3. Sagging cheeks with matching green headband makes her look mad because of the annoying feeling in her head which she doesn't know what it is. And because she's still a baby she can't do anything but make faces. Haha. Mukhang boksidor!
4. Wailing with white background. The white beackground is her sando. wala lng. trip lng.hihi..
5. Pink head gear with matching yellow body fit and tongue-out. Very cute. My baby was seven months old in this pic and very responsive to sounds and to people she is always seeing.
6. Drinking her milk in her stroller and due to hunger and sleepyness, she fell asleep hugging her feeding bottle scared that somebody might get it not knowing n there's no more milk n pla! Haha. P.G. baby..
7. This pool was inside our hotel room in Splash Mountain in Laguna. We were there because of Rosela's debut party(one of her ninangs). She took a bath at the mini pool inside the room and got scared because i threw her in it assuming that she will float pero hindi pa pala.hehe. Sorry baby.
8. Seryoso look. I dont know why she is looking like this. She is wearing a head gear that makes her look like Madam Auring. haha. We call her Madam Bell in this pic..
9. Sleeping but still eating. This pic was taken when she was six months old. She was very hungry and very sleepy too at the same time. I fed her with her mashed banana and just before she finish her meal her yaya told me that her eyes are closed and was sleeping already. i didnt believe her because she was still eating every spoon i gave her. Haha.. very funny!!!!

LOve you BabY!

Generations

This is my 4 generations family picture. On the left clockwise: My grandmother Emma, Mommy, Me and My baby. It looks cute though it will be more cute if my mom's grandmother is here too. Yes, she's still alive, my lola's mother. We call her Lola Luring. She is in Iloilo right now and in a bad health condition. We are all actually hoping her a good health and long life. She still haven't seen my baby n our youngest cousin in Japan.

Anyway, speaking of the olds, have you ever been scolded by your lola. I mean, scolding you by the things they were used to and we are not. The old times way of living and being compared to you. things like you are not supposed to have many friends becasue it bad luck! Darn, ngaun ko lng narinig un! Grabe talaga! Good thing i didn't defend myself even if I know I should or else she will be goin' so mad.

I think I miss mommee, she's in India right now and she'll be here by the end of the week. Medyo matagal pero ok lng. Siguro this is our moment talga with our Lola. We never grew with their generation kc. We were raised in a modern way than my Lola Emma. On the other hand, i will also too to my baby. Imagine, when my baby reaches 16 or when she graduates from highschool I'm only 33 years old. Haha, very cute.

So, i think i really have to strive harder so that I can reach my goals on time and at the same time be with my baby at her side too. Hay.. buhay. 

work issues

I've been working 3 months already and this is my last month as a full time on it. And from the past months many things happened good and bad. Im just so happy of myself because I can see that I can financially support my baby on my own. The feeling is so great and such a great achievement for me. Anyways, on the bad side is... many kinds of issues rises here and there. Co-workers can't find anything to do but to make gossips and rumors that doesn't make any sense anymore until someone gets out of work. Its sad to know that its really true and that people on the higher level are so arrogant that they dont know want to know what the real story of everything. Its so unfair.

Hay, stressful it is, but still enjoying it cause I'm learning more and more everyday. Its more of an advantage for me than a headache although sometimes it is too.. haha.

My boss (my mom) is out of the country since yesterday for both work and pleasure in Calcutta, India. I hope she's doin' fine there right now. And that she wont forget any pasalubong for us.. hehe... On the other side, its gonna be a scary week for me to be working all the deadlines and calls that will be killing me to death. But i think its gonna be a challenge.waaaaa..... but still scary.. wish me luck!!.. I know me and kuya Mariel can make it!!! hay,..