Learn vs. Earn

Accdg. to Merriam-Webstern Online Dictionary...

LEARN
transitive verb1 a (1) : to gain knowledge or
understanding of or skill in by study, instruction, or experience trade>

VS.

EARN
transitive verb1 a : to receive as
return for effort and especially for work done or services rendered b : to bring
in by way of return

I'm really super excited for 2nd sem, as in until right now i still cant decide on whether to choose learn n earn at the same time or learn only for future purposes!!!

hirap mg decide ngaun kc my bby na ako.

ang gumugulo lng nmn sa isip ko ay ang mga options n meron ako at kung ano ang igragrab ko ... gets nyo?!

OPTIONS:

1. LEARN n' EARN - I will study n at the same time work so that i will earn some for my baby's needs to lessen my mom's monthly expenses n loads... in this way, i will be able to help my mom and face my role both as a student and a mother at the same time enjoying it.
2. LEARN - I will study and become a full-time student and prepare myself and grades for my transfer to UP next year. After i transfer, my tuition will be lowered and my future will be on the great path already because of UP ofcourse!
3. EARN - i will work n earn n save so that all my baby's expenses n needs will be coming from my own efforts and not from my mom to lessen the stress n burden i'm giving her. then after i have saved enough money, i will put up a business and work again then after i normalized all my operations that is the time i wil go back to college to continue my studies or if not just continue with my business operations n work harder to earn more so that i will be able to raise my gurl nicely and help my mom in our finances.

I just still cant figure out what is the right choice to make. and everyday i keep on thinking about it because i'm afraid to be on the wrong choice or path. hmph!

GLOBE KANTABATAAN FINALS

TODAY IS THE GRAND FINALS!

And im actually watching right now! and to my SHOCK!!!

they WON THE GRAND PRIZE!!!

wo0oho0o0o!!!! ICHTHUS!!!!

YOU ROCK GUYS!!!!

just keep on rockin'!!!!!!!!!

CONGRATULATIONS.

more updates about ICHTHUS are to follow...

Where is my home?

WELCOME! to my new looking blog. Ü

Where is my home?

actually, i don't know what this skin means to me ÜÜÜ i just think its cute and simple.

nyway, i'm soo in the mood to share thoughts but until now i can't think of any subject matter to talk about.

hmm...

thinking..

haha.

already thought of something..

-BER months are coming and so is 2nd sem. and because of that, i am so paranoid of getting slim quick. i only have 2 months left to do so. everytime i think of my strategy about it, it makes me so confident and 'disidido' person but after a while and food comes my way all my strategies and plans of getting into shape are just gone like a snap in my head. how will i be able to be confident when i get back to schul already. waaaaaaaaaaa. i dont know how to control myself anymore. i feel so shit because i know for my self that i am not like this before i got pregnant. SH*T!

hmmph. i feel so desperate and i just HATE IT! if i just have someone to help me with this silly prob i'm having, i wouldn't mind repaying you whoever you are someday! SH*T!

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uhm, remember the guy i was talking about before that i think has a something fishy going on with my mom?!?.. well, we just talked on the net and i think his nice, 'coz ever since then he's been helping was out especially mom in every way he could. he is a SuperBusyGuy+KindHeartedGuy=SuperCoolNiceGuy. He's been giving my mom some stuffs for no reason and sometimes because he just likes to. i'm not stupid about figuring out things about the so-called 'SECRET' relationship of others. therefore, i can tell that the are just not wonderful friends but boyfriends/girlfriends or whatever the oldies call it.

my point is that -- i not against or being mad about it anymore. so whatever is going on now, just tell it us right now. before it makes any one of us annoyed. hehe. and to SuperCoolNiceGuy, hope to see u soon and thanx for helping us n my mom and of course for making her smile once in a while. ;P

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i just read my title agen and makes me think that its not relatd to any of my subject matter today..lolz. watever.

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tomorrow is a sunday! AUGUST 27, 2006. the GAND
FINALS of GLOBE KANTABATAAN's
TOP 5 Finalists SHOWDOWN to who is the best
composer and the coolest band of
them all! SO DONT FORGET TO WATCH
IT!!!

ICHTHUS!!! this is my band!!!! Wo0oo0o0oho0o0o!!!! i'll cheer for u guys! god bless tom!

The members of the band:

Kevin Castillo.DRUMMER - my favorite clasmate since 2nd yr and bestfriend too. we knew each other already since 1st yr but become very gud frnds in 2nd yr HS. he really loves music--he plays the guitar, piano, organ, guitar(lead and bass) and he's even a good composer. he also loves art, he's a very good artist and has a very nice imagination just what artists' attitude and behavior has. Now, he is ind 2nd yr college of entrepreneurship in PUP.

Andrew Panaligan.LEAD GUITARIST - classmates since 2nd yr. a very silly guy and super chickboi. grabs chics by her talent in music but is so lazy when it comes to school work!

Andrei Panaligan.BASS GUITARIST - twin of andrew, bu tim not sure of hu is older. this guy is so expert in making fun of people. talented on making silly jokes and in basketball. you can't trust him in school works either just like his twin but dont dare him in basketball or you'll regret it! i tell you! he's a chic, basketball, music bounded guy too.

Carizza Panaligan.VOCALIST - the only gurl in the band. she's one year behind his brothers, yes the twins! she is their youngest in their family. i heard her voice since she stepped into our HS community in CSi. and D*MN she has very sweet and loud voice already ever since. and i never doubted about her voice talent that one day she'll be known for that.

Jeryl Manansala.KEYBOARDIST - uhm, i dont know him actually nor saw him in person neither. but i'm sure he's great and super talented too because he wont be with them if he's not as co0l talented as his other bandmates!

so0.. all you guys who know them don't forget to watch the finals and see my band, OK?!

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its almost eating time agen and once agen i cant resist food. so gotta go. Ü

ICHTHUS, if any of you are reading this! i support u guys, even i u wont make it as 1st place its ok 'coz u really proved to people that u're all music freaks. keep it up guys. im super proud of u and so is my UST frnds and family.. love u ol. mua.

CHILDISHNESS.SELFISHNESS. ARROGANTNESS.

i just can't take the attitude of people that are super childish, selfish and ofcourse arrogant people.

they only want things to be all in favor with them!

becoming nice to someone because he hardly needs something in return. then afterwards he get it, everything between you and him are like SHIT! as in like nobody knows each other. BULL SHIT, ayt?!

what i meant was, why can't just people be their self and not act like pigs!

you won't be able to live life in that way forever. and ofcourse you have to change to be able to adapt the real concept of living in the reality wheter yo like it or not. because that is the way! and no one can can be against it! even me.

FUCK those people! i just wish them all the best in life because i pity them that maybe one day, they'll be just goin' crazy because they can't handle things the way it should be and acannot accept their own destiny and the reality too itself! haha. GOD BLESS you guys out there hu has same attitude of hu i am talking about!

august 12, 2006 - rosela's debut party

august 12, 2006 was such a blast.

it was rosela'a debut party at splash mountain resort at los baños, laguna. we checked-in there, me and my folks ofcourse with my baby too.

it started at exactly 6.30 but i was late but not that much. and so before the program officially starts it was dinner time first. after eating and seeing long time friends and chatting a very heart-warming powerpoint presentation was shown to introduce our sweet debutante.

then afterwards was the 18 roses with rosela's beloved tatay, mamaw kuya, loving ninong etc. den the candles .

after that was a change of outfit which was a purple gown den the 18 toasts. den after the usual program in all debuts was the PARTY!!!

at first we were all shy pa kc we felt like we are the one's who are only dancing on the dance floor. but after a while we went wild and cannot be stopped from dancing and drinking and dancing all over and over agen. we just sat if we feel like peeing and wet and especially if the songs were slow.

at the middle of the party i visited my little angel at our room just to check her out and maybe come with me back to the venue so her ninangs and ninongs can see her but then she cries everytime her ninong mike tries to carry her!! haha. bka kc ang payat mo daw mike!! hihi.. mua.

nweiz, after sometime dat they convince my bby already she allowed mike to bring him with us na.. n den der at the party my baby doesn't like everybody to laugh out loud cause she's scared and if not she cries. haha. super cute!

so, back to the party. around 1am , people are gone already and we are the only people left and ofcourse rosela's relatives too. we have to stay there until morning pra lng mgpahulas. so rosela gave us a suite kso d p rin kmi kasya pero ok lng kc msya nmn.

everybody was so tired and sleeping very soundly by 3am, by then some of them are already home in courtesy of driver gnet..hehe..

i woke up around 7am because of daddy gilbert's annoying voice! n to my shock, i cannot get up because me knees and legs hurts!!!!!! as in i cannot move because it is so aching so much! but i cannot do anything kya pinilit ko p rin hanggang sa nkalakad din nmn ako khit masakit. huhu

den...

everybody went home na den i slept agen sa rum nmin hanggang sa chech-out time n nmin den off we went home.

i just cant forget dis party kc dis is my first time n super dance at wild sa dance floor at xempre ksma ko buong pamilya ko noh!!!

here are some pics: