been working lately and it keeps me super busy. can't help it cause i don't have any choice nmn but to work hard even if i just get a little in return, at least is dat i get something. the sad part only is that there's always nothing left for me and worst is that there are times that i'm short! hay, i wish i could find a more high paying job. it was more harder than i think although i'm having nmn sa work. ang hard part lng ay ung finding a job that pays u the amount u require. grabe! ang hirap nga tlga sa pinas! ngaun ko lng xa narirealize!!!

paycheck

got my 2nd salary last 20. at nkalaan un pra nnmn sa boop ko xempre... at mlamang wlng matitira skin.. i have to buy so many things for her pa and a while ago we went to divi with her yaya. kc she also wants to buy new clothes and some stuffs for herself. nweiz, buti nlng bingyan ako ni mama ng pera pmbili for myself pra d nmn ako madepressed maxado.

hay...ang dmi ng tao sobra!!!!! ms mgnda tlga kpag weekday.. pero atleast ok n rin un wla akong leave sa office.. bka un nga tlga ang gustong mngyari ni Lord. hehe

mm, i would like to take this oppurtunity to thank Him. thank you for providing when we are lacking.. thank you for giving everytime we have nothing. as in thanx po sa mga biyaya at mga pgkakataon n ur giving us always.. i just cant wait n mg 18 n ako at pwede n akong mg work legally at mkakahanap n ako ng work n mas worth it..

at least ngaun khit papano nabubuhay ko ang boop ko..

sna lng nkikita xa ng tatay nya khit ppno..

florita

hello bloggie..

m hir na ulit. i was sick for three days and still have flu until now but i'm doin' much ok na dan last tuesday because of florita who made classes suspended for two days..hehe..kso dhil im an office gurl n nga, may work p rin ako..hmf!iba tlga pg working n pero ok lng ksi worth it nmn eh,...

nweiz, so much of florita! its been ten days na and2 n c rico, uhm un ay kung and2 n nga xa nung july 5 gaya ng cnabi nya! but he's not calling or chatting me neither since july 3. super wla n akong blita sa knya except that he texted me last week na itxt ko daw xa sa den he gave me a number kung san ako mgrereply kso kulang ng isang digit. so pano nmn ako mgrereply dba?!?! hay naku! ten dollars n utang mo skin!$20 n pla!! hihi

jowk.

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i read bai's blog knina at ng hihinagpis xa about elbi. i think she's been having a hrd time coping with the lifestyle here in manila. well d ko xa msisisi noh. ive been through dat din. i think all of us who studies hir went through that too. kya bai, kumare! dnt wori mas msya nga noh! dhil malayo tau sa mga tsismoso at tsismosa... just look on the bright side, ok?!?!

tska u can sleep over smin anytime u want bsta ikaw mgaalaga sa bby ko..hehe

antok n nmn ako..

bye bye again.

i know its late though..but i cant sleep and i dont know why..

honestly speaking, he's in my head again that's why i cant sleep. ive been thinking of my bb gurl too. i feel so paranoid about it. people usually say live in the present blah blah blah...but how can that possibly be?!?! i mean how do u really do that.. can just anybody please help me with it!!!!!

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its sunday already. and yesterday, i mean a few hours ago we were just watching superman returns at gateway. after that we went at mercury drug-edsa aurora. i know its creepy walking going der but we dont have a choice but to walk. i felt secured when my liitle bro catched me when i almost slip on the stairs going der, its just i never felt this ever since we moved here in cubao. its feels so happy though its till scary..hehe

nweiz, around 5.30 we left the house and went to gateway wth my boop n her yaya..we dropped off mom at sm den we headed to a mercury drug store to buy my boop's milk kso out of stock. so we just went back to gateway and headed to the cineplex to but tickets for superman den we got the 8.25opm show ticket. after buying the tickets we hanged out for two hours at blow-up babies area..and to my surprise it wasnt just a place for babies, it's also a studio especially for babies. and one the persons behind it is a veteran film director. so, i think its cool to have myself as a member kso i dont have money that time..so i guess i just have to go bac wen im not broke already!!! hehe

got home at 11.30, we fix d tables and foods served for us den went to sleep but i cant sleep so im blogging.

and now im about to inish but still cant sleep.

dont know wat to do next but type. but i also dont know what to type.

im feelin' kinda silly now!

got to end this.

bye.

*Name 21 people you can think of right atthis moment. Dont read the questionsunderneath until you write the namesof all 21 people.

Ready, Start!*

1. joe

2. khurt

3. anne(gf n khurt)

4. baby bell

5. gallo

6. berto

7. gnett

8. nix

9. bai

10. mama

11. sel

12. tor

13. gnett

14. choy

15. val

16. big boi

17. queen

18. tee

19. joshua

20. tta gina

21. enrico

THE QUESTIONS:

1.How did you meet 14?

> sa school during elementary days plang-CSi

2.what would you do if u never met 6?

> wlang father figure ang baby gurl ko!

3.What would you do if 20 & 9 dated?

> wat?!

4.Did you ever like 5?

> hmm..ofcourse! super sweet & kind nya noh! Super friend ko din xa!

5.Would 4 and 12 make a good couple?

> ok k lng?! Ang bb gurl ko at c baby boar?!

6.Describe 8.

> mahilig mamuna ng mga English grammar at kung anu-anong relatd sa English pero ok lng cause I learn from her..hehe (^.^) love u nix..tska super gala xa khit san mu xa dalhin sa mundo d xa maliligaw!

7.Do you think 13 is attractive?

> ang sweetheart ko,?! O0 nmn yes..pg tulog!! Hihi..mua.

8.Tell me something about 17.

> I met her sa uste she’s my buddy during my preggy days nung pumapasok p ako..meron din clang catering business, inggit nga ako e..

9.Do you know any of 4's family members?

> ako nga ang nanay nya noh!

10.What's 21's favorite color?

> ewan ko noh!

11.What would you do if 18 just confessed he/sheliked you?

> tee?! Eh d flattered

12.what language does 20 speak?

> kasinungalingan..hehe jowk! tagalog and english

13.Who is 9 going out with?

> hmm.. xa n c mrs. Maningas noh!..peace.

14.What year is 16 in?

> 2nd yr collge

15.When's the last time you talked to 13?

> nung binyag ng baby ko…may pa un…mis n kita sweetheart!16.What is 2's favorite band?> hmm..bka aishteru, un nmn ang bukang bibig nun plagi..

17.Would you ever date 7?> would I ever date my sweetheart? hmm.. actually,I have gone out with her.:-) many times already, mis ko n nga un eh18.Would you ever date 12?> we also have gone on dates.:-)19.Is 15 single?> yes.:-) haha20.What is 19's last name?> FRANCISCO..21.Would you ever want to be in a seriousrelationship with 11?> pwde.. kumara ko yan e..22.What school does 3 go to?> liceo de los baños ata kso she’s preggy now kya bka d n xa ng-aaral23. Where does 15 live?> marymount village
24.What's your favorite thing about 10?> everything. 25. Do you love number 1? what do u like mostabout him/her?> I love her gilagid! Jowk. I love her fashion sense, her talent sa webpages..super mis ko na xa e..sbi nila d n daw xa ngaaral.. joey, we super miss u nah…

bagyong ester

and2 n c bagyong ester at kasalukuyang umuulan ngaun. sarap ngang matulog e kso i have to work pa pero wla nmn akong gngawa pa kaya blog muna hehe..

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nweiz, boop update: 5 months n ang boop ko. super likot as in prang 4 times n xang nahuhulog sa kama buti lng at d p xa nbabalian. accrdg. to the matatanda sinisave daw sila ng knilang mga guardian angels. nax! pero mukhang true nmn kc hndi sila na oospital pgktapos mhulog. iiyak lng sila ng super laks den pg binuhat mo tahan na..hehe.

super takaw n rin nya ngaun, lhat ng mahawakan ay sinusubo n nya at pg inagaw mo iiyak ulit as usual! gnyan nmn tlga ang mga babies super kulit pero super cute din kya bawi-bawi rin.. hehe

khit super stressed k sa work, mg smile lng sau ang baby mo tgal lhat ng pagod. ngaun ko lng narealize n ang sarap pla mgkabb pero hndi ung maya't maya. mas masay pati kung may trabaho ka at kumikita dba?! pra walnag hassle sa life mo at ng baby..

kya nga ako, i work for my mom just to earn money pra my pambibili ako ng milk ng baby ko habang hindi p ako pumapasok kc super gastos tlga. super big burden n ako pg sa momi ko pa rin ako humingi ng gamit ng bb ko.. i mea, cguro ok lng kung minsan pero not all the time! tska feeling ko super mommi ako if i can able to financially support my baby alone, ung pnghihirapan ko ung gagastusin ko for her.. hehe...i just can't w8 n mg 2nd sem pra mg-aaral n ako kso bka wla akong work nun, pno na?!?!

hmmm, my nkita akong nghahanap ng mga employees sa gateway, pwedeng full-time at part-time.. sa humor post.. medyo boring un kc mgbabantay k ng store. super malayo sa hilig k n related sa mga food and restaurant. pero pwde n rin cguro un kc hndi un nkakapagod. at least pg nsa work ako i can do some school stuffs like assignments right?! try ko kyang mg-apply dun as part-time.. hmmm.. why not, dba?! hehe..excited na aq!

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last wednesday ninang bai ang ninang nica made a baby visit ulit d2 smin kso super 2 hours lng ang tinagal ni nix kc my dinner daw sila ng tita nya..super paxente nga c bai kc sinundo p xa ni nix sa up manila from up diliman. super layo kya nun! next time daw d n nya uulitin un. c melai nmn hnggang nagun busy p rin! prang natalo p xa ni bai..pero infareness huh, congrats bai kc ur one of us n..i mean ur here with us far from tsismo at mg tsismosa sa eLbi, aight?! hehe..

den around 6pm hinatid ko n xa sa gateway pero ng merienda muna kmi at dinala ko xa sa office pra mkita where i work..hehe..enjoy nmn xa..sa pg pipindo tng calculator! hehe (^.^) bai tlga..

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enrico siad n he'll be here sa philippines nung july 5 pa.. kso nmn wla nmn akong natatanggap n calls or watever n balita from him n he's here n nga! umm, well, rico is my friend nung 1st yr highschool pa. i forgot n kung pano kmi ngkakilala pero i knew him already since then. super malakas mg-yosi at mg-inom at super maloko din pero ng punta xa ng states 3 years ago n ata un at sbi nya uuwi daw xa nang pinas nitong july 5 nga. super excited n nga daw xa pero d ko nmn alam kung asan n nga xa ngaun!

hay enrico, if ur reading this! mg pramdam k na!!! ung 5 dollars ko gagwin ko ng 20 dollars un! hehe..jowk lng!

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gnet..gallo..berto..nica..sel..melai..bongi..bai..mga manila peeps! hehe.. super mis ko n kau pero kylan lng ngkita n kmi nila nix at bai..miss ko n ung iba..sbi nmn ni gallo na baluga pupunta daw xa d2 tom! pero i doubt it n matutuloy xa! un pa! mdyo, imean drawing tlga un! miski nga nung binyag d dumataing, kainis! ang laki n ng utang nya sa inaanak nya huh!..hehe

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hay, i got to go na kc lunch break n eh..gege, laters..

mua.

ciao.

lucky baby

after office hours yesterday, ngyaya c mama mg grocery kso pagod n ako but i thought of isama ang boop ko kya sumama p rin kmi..hehe.. khit gbi na makulit kmi eh...

cnama dn nmn c yaya at ngulat xa sa laki ng supermarket.haha. kaktuwa c yaya, promdi tlga ang dting. c bb nmn patingin tingin lng sa paligid n maraming colors..enjoy ang bb kc bgo n nmn ang surroundings nya..

after almost 2 hours of making grocery finally we're done already pila nlng sila sa bayaran section kya kmi nmn ni bell ay lumabasa n at ng laro nlng. but then i got tired kc sobrang bigat n ni bell her weight was doubled already since birth!. kya nghanap kmi ng bench pra we can sit together.

we saw a bench and sat beside a lady mid 30's then asked me,

LADY: baby mo?
ME: opo
LADY: bata mo pa ah, ilang taon k n?
ME: 17 po.
LADY: buti k pa may baby na, ako hirap ako mg kabby eh.

that's how our conversation started . we talked so much already and we even got to talk about work,our parents, ofcourse my baby and her dream baby too. after mom finished at d counter they approached us sa bench n introduced to each other. until d both of them just finished our little chitchat.

it seems like another client is coming because of my boop again. another luck through my bell.

lovin' it

its been a week that i'm an office gurl already. haha. cant believe i did it that long. i mean, i actually survived a week of sitting ang facing the computer only. its a couch potato thingy aight?! but then i made it and so far so good, i'm feeling great actually because i got a good paying job already. haha

i even got an advance last friday for my boop's milk..hehe. can't believe tlga that it was so easy to do that once ur working olready. hay, i just hope that i can still survive if the preggy officemate of mine is gone already.

but behind all these greatness in work i'm experiencing, an unexpectd thingy happened in the wrong time. 2 of our computers just bugged down, it just wont work but has power. it's been useless for 5 days including weekends olredy. kainis nga e! limited n tuloy ung gawain ko at i can't have my own time sa computer na kc ung personal comp ko ung isa sa hindi umaandar. absent lng ngaun c kuya patrick kya my computer akong gamit ngaun. kainis tlga! sana pumasok n xa tom pra mgwa n nya un..hihi..

i miss my computer na...